It has been almost forever since I have written in here. I have been working 25+ hours a week, going to Sierra College full time, in the midst of moving, and been reading at least 100 pages a night trying to catch up on reading. And I'm still not caught up!!

I took a break the other night to watch the VMA's and they were... interesting. Where does Lady Gaga get her ideas for her clothes and music? I mean Paparazzi is a GENIUS song, but her performance to it ended in her hanging by a rope with blood coming out of her eyes. And after the performance she was wrapped in see through red lace from head to toe... What. A. Freak...

And Kanye West stealing Taylor Swift's moment actually made me want to cry! How ridiculous of me haha but honestly, if I was to ever win a VMA and somebody did that to me I would be pretty much heartbroken. What a way to rain on her parade. It's crazy how we blow things out of proportion isn't it. I mean, the president thinks someone is a jackass and everybody in the world knows about it. Sorry he had the guts to say it?

That leads me to my next point... Why do things always get blow out of proportion? We say one thing and all of a sudden people are going crazy over it. That's how my life has always been. My relationships with family members is always so up and down because of the way we blow things out of proportion. Isn't it a good idea to take a deep breath and take a step back and realize how completely retarded you're being? It's easy to say that when nothing is bothering me, I know, but I try to follow my own advice a lot. Picking battles is essential to life and when you're in a setting where they pick every single battle as a full on war - it gets really tiring.

I just realized that I seem to be rambling a lot in very random directions. I am exhausted beyond belief. The only thing that's keeping me going is my 5 hour sleeps every night and energy drinks :) Geeee I love being a college student. Where you take naps in your car because you don't want to leave your parking spot because you know you won't find another one if you leave. Where the computers you sign into on campus tell you that you've been on their computer for class assignments for a total of 8 hours already (And it's only been a week). Where you learn to sleep with your eyes open during class. And where you are forced into thinking in ways you've never though of before... Sigh.

I'm off to classes now. Maybe I'll write something a little more deep next time? :P
//over.n.out